I swear, sometimes I am far too lenient with my friends. Even when they disappoint me in the past, like standing me up when we're supposed to go out or not meeting to study for the Brit Lit final I need desperately to do well on, I'm still all "sure, okay, just get back to me when you have a moment." But how the bloody fuck do I tell them I'm so upset with them? Am I so scared of losing their friendship that I won't tell them when they do things that really makes me upset? Why the hell am I such a doormat?
I miss my Zilma girls. But the break is almost here, and Baltimore is definitely a go. Gotta hold onto that.